gudbye mak ='(

this entry is gonna be the saddest entry ever. hari ni kenduri tahlil mak aku. it's been 3 years she's been leaving us due to her cervical cancer. how i hate that cancer so much. she died on the day of my convocation. how sad was that? i thought 14/07/06 will be the most happiest day of my life. because i have completed my 3 and half suffering years at the college. but who knows, hari yang sama mak aku pergi. ='(. the last thing that i do for her was clipped her nails and suap dia makan ikan tenggiri goreng. masa tu kat hospital. petang tu aku nak g KL for the convocation. and the mom said "mak sik pegi. ambik gambar banyak2 ah. nah duit." at that moment, i refuse to take the money. because aku baru je keja. and the money untuk standby bayar result biopsi test dia. tapi dia cakap "ambik. lepas tok sekda mak berik gik." siapa tahu kan apa yang dia cakap tu betul.

sedih bila ingat how she suffer when she's been admitted at the Sarawak General Hospital Kuching. The nurses was so rude and the trainee doctor treated her macam tikus ujikaji kat makmal. Adik aku pernah sound doctor perempuan tu. Masa aku ngan adik pegi hospital balik sebab nak pulangkan ubat morphin mak aku, the doctor was very shocked. He did not aspect that my mom pergi secepat tu.

My dear friends, please help me in reciting Al-Fatihah for her. terima kaseh. i love you mak. may Allah bless you. Amin. ='(

i love you, mak. =,(